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Jul. 19th, 2010 08:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pookieyamamamaI asked my pendulum which ONE essence would assist me with letting go to the abundance of the world ... the abundance that is 'rightfully' mine and that I seem to have a hard time letting in, seeing, and recognizing.
Start Tulip/Cat's Ears
Now, this was a bit of a surprise because I thought that the abundance issue would've come from a lack of feeling of roots, security or self esteem ... these are in the lower three chakras ... but Star Tulip addresses the higher self and it's bridge between earth and the spiritual. Body and Soul, so to speak.
"Cat's Ears often allows an animal [person] to integrate past life experience in ways that facilitate a lessening of fear and trauma so that the soul can move forward in the current life time unencumbered. It allows for a distancing from the more negative aspects of group soul or life stream consciousness as well, so that the animal is less likely to to be swept away in group panic or hysterical states.
Cat's Ears represents the "vesica piscies" or threshold between worlds. Cat's Ears is a remedy that not only cultivates an awareness of the other world, but treats the loneliness of one who travels there. Its use is indicated for individuals who need to bring something into the world or leave the "regular" world for something else. Cat's Ears is of assistance for those who have difficulty readjusting to life after a near death or otherwise prompted mystical experience. It can be very useful in the treatment disassociative [sic]...
Cat's Ear is a lonely plant, that treats conditions of loneliness... [from 'anaflora.com'] "
So, interesting that this would be what would be blocking my abundance ... I don't feel, or am not entirely of/in, part of this world.
Never really thought of abundance in this way.
Yes. There was trauma ... when I was 15 months old. Searing pain and hospitalization. A long time away from my family in that pain and strange smells, people, and pain. Third degree burns. Skin Grafts. Dressing changes. Who wouldn't dis-associate?
Add to this a mother who had a horrible case of postpartum depression [little to no initial bonding] ... her depression throughout my youth. Being left alone was normal for me. But I was never alone ... always my cat. My stuffed friends. The woods. ... my incredible imagination. Dress up ... being someone, something, else.
It carries over into the now.
So ... this is why self treatment is so important. When you honestly open up and listen you learn not only bout yourself, but about how to listen to the stories of others as well, and how to apply it.
Start Tulip/Cat's Ears
Now, this was a bit of a surprise because I thought that the abundance issue would've come from a lack of feeling of roots, security or self esteem ... these are in the lower three chakras ... but Star Tulip addresses the higher self and it's bridge between earth and the spiritual. Body and Soul, so to speak.
"Cat's Ears often allows an animal [person] to integrate past life experience in ways that facilitate a lessening of fear and trauma so that the soul can move forward in the current life time unencumbered. It allows for a distancing from the more negative aspects of group soul or life stream consciousness as well, so that the animal is less likely to to be swept away in group panic or hysterical states.
Cat's Ears represents the "vesica piscies" or threshold between worlds. Cat's Ears is a remedy that not only cultivates an awareness of the other world, but treats the loneliness of one who travels there. Its use is indicated for individuals who need to bring something into the world or leave the "regular" world for something else. Cat's Ears is of assistance for those who have difficulty readjusting to life after a near death or otherwise prompted mystical experience. It can be very useful in the treatment disassociative [sic]...
Cat's Ear is a lonely plant, that treats conditions of loneliness... [from 'anaflora.com'] "
So, interesting that this would be what would be blocking my abundance ... I don't feel, or am not entirely of/in, part of this world.
Never really thought of abundance in this way.
Yes. There was trauma ... when I was 15 months old. Searing pain and hospitalization. A long time away from my family in that pain and strange smells, people, and pain. Third degree burns. Skin Grafts. Dressing changes. Who wouldn't dis-associate?
Add to this a mother who had a horrible case of postpartum depression [little to no initial bonding] ... her depression throughout my youth. Being left alone was normal for me. But I was never alone ... always my cat. My stuffed friends. The woods. ... my incredible imagination. Dress up ... being someone, something, else.
It carries over into the now.
So ... this is why self treatment is so important. When you honestly open up and listen you learn not only bout yourself, but about how to listen to the stories of others as well, and how to apply it.
