Star Tulip and progress
Jul. 22nd, 2010 01:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pookieyamamamaWow. So to say the least. Star Tulip Flower Essence is throwing me for a loop! ... a good loop mind you, but ... wow. Star Tulip is an essence used primarily for bridging the gaps between this physical world and the spirit world.
I am kicking and screaming through it. As of this moment, I feel unbalanced between the two but primarily unwilling to leave the spirit world and ground myself ... or wait ... no ... or is it i am fighting letting go into the spirit world ... ? oooh ...
I feel like I'm on a boat... that floaty back and forth feeling AND my body/head has been taken over by some incredible muscle relaxant. I wish I could say I have taken something to feel this way but ... oh, wait ... I have. Ha! ok ...
So before you start thinking [and maybe you already have] ..."Why on Earth would I want to take Essences then? How are they supposed to help if they potentially make you feel worse?"
Good question!
I can tell you that from years of taking essences, I did not [and, in truth still do not] have this reaction. Please keep in mind, I have been taking essences since the mid to late 90's.
The typical reaction to taking essences is a gentle feeling of opening and blossoming. A peeling away of veils or the skin of an onion. Frequently, I would feel nothing at all but first would notice the reactions and actions of other people changing in subtle ways in regards to me.
The sort of thing I am experiencing now is referred to as a 'healing crisis' ... but 'crisis' is not the best choice of words, although, it feels critical ... hmmm ...
crisis:
1.a stage in a sequence of events at which the trend of all future events, esp. for better or for worse, is determined; turning point.
3.a dramatic emotional or circumstantial upheaval in a person's life.
4.Medicine/Medical.
a.the point in the course of a serious disease at which a decisive change occurs, leading either to recovery or to death.
b.the change itself.
... and just for fun ...
critical: b.
(of fissionable material) having enough mass to sustain a chain reaction.
heh ... I like that. Since we are talking energy here, that makes some sense!
So, back to it ... yes, this is a critical point in the therapy. This is when, and where, a lot of people would just want to stop taking it, and where I would administer Rescue Remedy or Soul Support and tell them to call me whenever they needed to for the grounding. i would send them and administer Reiki to aid in the balancing.
Then, ah! ... I need to take it myself, have a Reiki treatment, and ... call for grounding.
To me, experiential work is more valuable than book knowledge but the TWO and invaluable.
I am kicking and screaming through it. As of this moment, I feel unbalanced between the two but primarily unwilling to leave the spirit world and ground myself ... or wait ... no ... or is it i am fighting letting go into the spirit world ... ? oooh ...
I feel like I'm on a boat... that floaty back and forth feeling AND my body/head has been taken over by some incredible muscle relaxant. I wish I could say I have taken something to feel this way but ... oh, wait ... I have. Ha! ok ...
So before you start thinking [and maybe you already have] ..."Why on Earth would I want to take Essences then? How are they supposed to help if they potentially make you feel worse?"
Good question!
I can tell you that from years of taking essences, I did not [and, in truth still do not] have this reaction. Please keep in mind, I have been taking essences since the mid to late 90's.
The typical reaction to taking essences is a gentle feeling of opening and blossoming. A peeling away of veils or the skin of an onion. Frequently, I would feel nothing at all but first would notice the reactions and actions of other people changing in subtle ways in regards to me.
The sort of thing I am experiencing now is referred to as a 'healing crisis' ... but 'crisis' is not the best choice of words, although, it feels critical ... hmmm ...
crisis:
1.a stage in a sequence of events at which the trend of all future events, esp. for better or for worse, is determined; turning point.
3.a dramatic emotional or circumstantial upheaval in a person's life.
4.Medicine/Medical.
a.the point in the course of a serious disease at which a decisive change occurs, leading either to recovery or to death.
b.the change itself.
... and just for fun ...
critical: b.
(of fissionable material) having enough mass to sustain a chain reaction.
heh ... I like that. Since we are talking energy here, that makes some sense!
So, back to it ... yes, this is a critical point in the therapy. This is when, and where, a lot of people would just want to stop taking it, and where I would administer Rescue Remedy or Soul Support and tell them to call me whenever they needed to for the grounding. i would send them and administer Reiki to aid in the balancing.
Then, ah! ... I need to take it myself, have a Reiki treatment, and ... call for grounding.
To me, experiential work is more valuable than book knowledge but the TWO and invaluable.
